Why am I so bad at them?
Love. Hate. Jealousy. Sadness.
Melancholy. Loneliness. Compassion. Confusion.
Happy. Cold. Icy. Mean.
Hopeful. Dreary.
Tired. Cold. Tired, Cold.
Content. Non Content. Excitement. Anger.
Elated. Pleased. Unhappy. Saddened.
Proud. Disappointed. Failure. Accomplishment.
I am just not good at emotions.
I don't want to share them with everyone.
It seems whenever I have, it comes back at me negatively.
Sadly, I think I have taught my children this behavior.
Failure and disappointment are knotted in my stomach.
I wish I could just throw up and get rid of it.
Flush it away, and not deal with it.
written 11.16.07
About Me
- Hezzerella
- So, I have finally done it. People have been telling me for years I should blog. My reaction was, "Why would anyone read my random ramblings?" Well, I still am not sure why, but apparently they do! I started posting some random writings elsewhere, and lo and behold, people were reading it. And asking for more. So now I am a blogger. Well, attempting to be. I will post some of my previous things and try to mix it up with a little new stuff when possible. Hope you enjoy. If not, have a fabulous day anyway!
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